Wednesday, October 17, 2007

Waiting for My Angel

Oh, angel, are you for real?
What is your purpose to be here?
I thought my heart was yours to steal
But now I came to realize what I fear

You came here for no one but him
He whose arms are embraced by your wings
He who is the man in your every dream
You can never be satisfied of the joy he brings

What a blessed man he is
To have an angel as perfect as you
The man whom you never fail to kiss
What could possibly separate you two?

How can an angel take notice of me?
A mere mortal who desires for a divine being
Why, I would do anything for thee
My soul is yours for the taking

Oh, angel, can you not see?
That I love you though it cannot be shown
Oh, angel, can you not be?
The angel I can call my very own

I know this is but a mere fantasy
Something that will never come true
Though fate is kind upon you and he
Still, in silence I will forever wait for you

Saturday, October 13, 2007

Contrasting Yet Comparable

Individuality Test

Directions:
-Answer these questions as sincerely as possible.
-Strictly NO ERASURES. Any form of erasure will be considered null/void.

1. You and your special someone have known each other for years, and yet he/she still acts like you're a complete stranger to him/her. You think that he/she is probably:

a. waiting for you to make the first move.
b. not giving a damn about you at all.
c. busy revolving around the guy/girl of his/her dreams.
d. deeply in love with you but afraid to tell the truth.

2. When he/she is coming near, you:

a. quickly hide for cover.
b. immediately change your mood into a sad one and start putting up your act.
c. stare at him/her menacingly.
d. stay still, knowing it is you he/she is after.

3. When your eyes meet, you:

a. look in the opposite direction because you're shy.
b. look at him/her with teary eyes.
c. look at him/her with blazing eyes.
d. look and smile at him/her, knowing he/she would smile back.

4. To get her attention, you:

a. make literary pieces about him/her.
b. pretend to cry because it's a good tactic to attain sympathy. (More tears, more effective.)
c. ignore her. (Reverse psychology)
d. just stand there, knowing he/she alwyas has his/her attention on you.

5. When you talk to him/her, you:

a. notice your voice is stuttering and your knees are shaking tremendously while you talk about worthless topics.
b. change the tone of your voice into a sadder tone while you talk about how much you suffered and got hurt.
c. change the tone of your voice into an angrier tone while talking about all his/her mistakes.
d. pretend not to listen, knowing he/she will do everything just to make you listen.

6. When he/she cries, you:

a. take advantage and say comforting lies.
b. take advantage and cry with him/her, saying you feel the same.
c. laugh from the inside.
d. think you're the reason of his/her tears.

7. during prom nights, you:

a. wait in a corner, dreaming that he/she will approach you.
b. emote at a place where he/she can notice you.
c. curse the person that he/she is dancing with.
d. reject everyone asking you for a dance, knowing you are the most beautiful among the rest and everyone will beg at your feet for a simple dance. (The guy/girl you're dying for is not part of the rejection list, of course.)

8. If you he/she would offer you something he/she can give, what would you want?

a. his/her full attention
b. his/her shoulder you can cry on
c. his/her unswerving loyalty
d. nothing because you already have all of him/her

9. You love that person very much, but in order to hide the true intentions, you have to put up a different relationship title. You regard your love as:

a. just a friend (most of the time hidden behind a codename)
b. your best friend
c. your mortal enemy
d. your future boyfriend/girlfriend

10. After you tell the truth to the person you love, and it turns out he/she does not love you back, she will start to avoid you. (It's a constant. Regardless of the person, whoever saint he/she may be, it ALWAYS happens. Believe me.) With much thought and realization, you:

a. blame yourself for acting so foolishly and regret everything you have done.
b. cry in front of her.
c. use her mistakes against her.
d. act as if nothing happened, knowing it is his/her loss.

Score:

Mostly [a]:

You're a coward. Go into a corner, sit in a fetal position and suck your thumbs because you're hopeless.

Mostly [b]:

You're emo. Go over a railing or pretend to cry until a guy/girl approaches you. That usually works.

Mostly [c]:

You're a sore loser. Keep blaming the world for your loss.

Mostly [d]:

You're delusional. Go to hell and talk to the Devil himself, for you and he have the same level of pride.

Good Luck!

"In this world where everyone's the same and no one dares to stand out, would you try to make a difference?"